So long...viva

It is not goodbye
I am sorry for I am not being a good owner
A good owner should care for you...
But I left you with strangers
I want you to know that it's for our own good...
No..it's for me and family fortune...
It is hard for me
Coz you have been dedicated to us since I carried my first baby
I have you when I am pregnant of 8 months...
You came out... you serve us well
You may not big but we enjoy your company
In better or worse
In richer or poorer
In sickness or in health
You carry us everywhere
I may not cleaning you as often as I can
That shows me that I am not a good owner
But, I put you in service almost on time
Cycle tires as they need a change
We made to CH...Can't believe you are that amazing...
You carry 3 of us plus 1 in my tummy to CH
That's the farthest we've been since we have you...
Truly amazing you... even though you are small but you have big heart ( Do you have one? )
Sure...
You are the one who also brought me to the hospital when I was about to give second birth.
Ahhh..what a nice of you...
Thanks for being with us for more than 4 years
Salute you with an I Am Lejen sticker on the back mirror...you are truly lejen
As you are my first car
I see you again in 3 years from now...
Take a good care of yourself ( I dunno if you could without me )
And to those who use you...please..be gentle.

Letter to a friend

Dear you,

I don't whether I got any friend. I mean close friend. A friend who could lend a shoulder for me to cry on, who lend me her ear so I can tell my problems...a friend whom I can turn to when I have no one to share...

But,
Pity me dear..it's only me and you. Yes, you are..my blog. My blog is my only friend that I could share anything at this moment. Since I was married and have kids..going out with friend has never been in my plan. Poor me. I have been devoted to this kind of life, to this family. For better or for worse..for richer or poorer..in sickness and in health...

Sometimes, in my bad times, I wish I have a friend who can response (no offend to you my blog ), so I have guidance on how can I handle the trouble..

But since I have none, it's only you I can turn to...
Dari beri putih('x')

4 yo

Happy birthday dear son. May you grow a lil wiser, stronger, sweeter this year. Mom loves you so much. I will try my best to educate you, to prepare you with what you have to learn. Today's world ain't easy for both us.
Dari beri putih('x')

Kereta keperluan ke kehendak?

Aku terbaca status sorang ni.
Katanya KERETA ini KEHENDAK. BUKAN KEPERLUAN.
Katanya lagi, kalau tak mampu tak perlu berkereta.
Orang yang cakap ni mungkin dah kaya sangat. So memperlekehkan orang yang berkemampuan.
Bagi tau aku macam mana aku yang duduk di Nilai nak pergi kerja di Putrajaya.
Bas? Wujud ke? Pukul berapa aku nak bangun kalau wujud pun. Anak aku nak hantar ke rumah pengasuh pukul berapa. 5 pagi? Common sense derrrr

Teksi? Satu km berapa rm eh? Aku agak-agak jarah rumah aku ke pejabat lebih kurang 38km. Darab tengok. Darab lagi dengan tambah tolak 20 hari aku bekerja. Berapa dah? Bentangkan kat aku. Berapa banya beza dengan sewa rumah aku dengan kos petrol aku pergi balik. Berapa aku jimat dengan bawak kereta sendiri tanpa perlu rushing awal pagi nak kejar bas yang tah wujud ke tak. Derr..math lu berapa derr masa sekolah dulu?

Kalau family aku emergency tengah-tengah malam nak kena ke hospital, aku kena merentas desa ke nak ke hospital yang terdekat iaitu Putrajaya tu? Ko mampu nak merentas desa angkut anak/laki ke sana dengan jarak 38km tu? Common sense sikit derr bila bercakap.

Jangan sempitkan pemikiran ko dengan kesenangan selama ko dah hidup aku rasa lebih kurang 30 tahun lebih tu. Terimalah hakikat negara kita masih fail dalam merancang bandar yang baik.

Buat masa ini, kereta merupakan satu keperluan. Lainlah ko duduk di Kuala Lumpur. Ada LRT, MRT, STAR, Monorail... Itu hanya di KL derr. Bajet negara kat Malaysia ni KL je ke? Ko tak kira yang keje di Putrajaya rumah di Seremban. Kerja di KL rumah di Kajang. Yang dok Banting kerja di KL. Ada komuter ke dari Banting ke KL?

Cakap siang, pandang pandang derrr... I rest my case.

PRU13

Kurang daripada 48 jam lagi kita akan mengundi kan.

pada waktu aku menaip ni ramai dah cha alip but ke kampung halaman masing-masing untuk mengundi.

Yang dok pung pang pung pang dok berkempen kat Putrajaya pun balik kampung untuk mengundi.

Apa poinnya dok berkempen kat putrajaya tapi balik mengundi parlimen dan dun yang lain.

Aku? P131 N26. Kerusi tak panans sangat. Calon je yang panas kot. Tak sepanas Telok Kemang la.

Aku sokong mana? Bagi aku undi adalah rahsia. Aku tak nampak dah iklan SPR yang katanya undi adalah rahsia tu. Bagi aku lebih baik begitu supaya tak perlulah ada penyokong fanatik.

Selamat mengundi korang. Otak aku tetiba macam kena big bang pulak ni. Berasap!