Aku tak tinggalkan anak aku tapi I let my mom ambil dia bawa balik ke kampung.
Sebelum ni memang aku tak pernah bagi walaupun mak aku ajak dia, entah macam mana haritu bila mak ajak aku cepat-cepat kemas barang-barang Hariz.
Maybe I need time for myself juga plus pregnancy kali ni keadaan aku agak teruk.
So it's like heaven but not really actually...me and my husband keep talking about Hariz...
Mula kalau berkalau nya..." Kalau Hariz ada ni mesti dah buat cam ni cam tu..." , " Kalau Hariz ada ni mesti tak sunyi rumah ni..."....dan bermacam-macam kalau lah lagi...
Aku tak faham lah kenapa perlu ada pepatah tu...
Pepatah lama kan....dulu maybe sebab nak cari duit punya pasal...
Kena buat kerja yang memerlukan anak ditinggalkan...
Untuk masa depan anak...
Aku pun banyak kali juga tinggalkan anak aku...
Tuntutan kerja....
Kadang-kadang terfikir gak...nak quit...
Tapi nak generate income sendiri tu..belum dapat idea lagi...
One day maybe...
Friday, December 30, 2011
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
Honeymoon!
Yes...finally just two of us left at home.
Bukan aku suka. Sangat tak suka sebab bila tinggal berdua topik perbincangan adalah tentang Hariz.
Hariz tu....Hariz ni...Kalau Hariz ada mesti dia buat camni...Mesti dia minta camni...Mesti kecoh rumah ni...
Semalam. My parents datang rumah. Weekend kan cuti agak panjang. Tapi sebab aku tak larat nak pergi mana-mana so melepak aje kat rumah. Dah jadi rutin, either aku balik or parents aku datang semata-mata sebab Hariz. Nasib la perjalanan hanya 30 minit. Buatnya 3 jam? Sebulan sekali pun belum tentu ye dak?
So far semalam masa nak ikut mak aku balik, dia pun relax je salam aku dengan ayah dia pastu blah babai....
Sob...sob aku lepas tu nak oi. Petang tu aku keluar budget nak cari maternity wear la last2 kesudahnya barang Hariz jugak yang aku beli.
But lepas la jugak tengok Sherlock Holmes. Hehehehe...Bawak kenit tu karang tengah peak cerita nak susu ape la...
Pendek kata, itulah pengarang jantung.
Bukan aku suka. Sangat tak suka sebab bila tinggal berdua topik perbincangan adalah tentang Hariz.
Hariz tu....Hariz ni...Kalau Hariz ada mesti dia buat camni...Mesti dia minta camni...Mesti kecoh rumah ni...
Semalam. My parents datang rumah. Weekend kan cuti agak panjang. Tapi sebab aku tak larat nak pergi mana-mana so melepak aje kat rumah. Dah jadi rutin, either aku balik or parents aku datang semata-mata sebab Hariz. Nasib la perjalanan hanya 30 minit. Buatnya 3 jam? Sebulan sekali pun belum tentu ye dak?
So far semalam masa nak ikut mak aku balik, dia pun relax je salam aku dengan ayah dia pastu blah babai....
Sob...sob aku lepas tu nak oi. Petang tu aku keluar budget nak cari maternity wear la last2 kesudahnya barang Hariz jugak yang aku beli.
But lepas la jugak tengok Sherlock Holmes. Hehehehe...Bawak kenit tu karang tengah peak cerita nak susu ape la...
Pendek kata, itulah pengarang jantung.
Morning sickness yang teruk
Kejap je dah masuk 14 minggu usia kandungan ni.
Tarikh dijangka bersalin pun dah tau.
Insya Allah ada 6 bulan lagi.
Cuma kali ini perubahan hormon tu agak teruk.
Nak kata morning sickness, petang dan malam pun muntah2 jugak.
Tak tau la makan apa yang ok.
Untuk mengelakkan badan jadi dehydrate, sumbat jugak la makan apa2 pun.
Walaupun lepas tu banyak yang keluar balik.
My mom bagi tips untuk mengurangkan rasa morning sickness tu.
Baca surah ayat an Nahl ayat 78. Itu doa untuk mengurangkan morning sickness.
It works. My tips pulak...if you're feeling so down with the heavy morning sickness...
Take a break and perform solat. You will feel easy after that.
Tarikh dijangka bersalin pun dah tau.
Insya Allah ada 6 bulan lagi.
Cuma kali ini perubahan hormon tu agak teruk.
Nak kata morning sickness, petang dan malam pun muntah2 jugak.
Tak tau la makan apa yang ok.
Untuk mengelakkan badan jadi dehydrate, sumbat jugak la makan apa2 pun.
Walaupun lepas tu banyak yang keluar balik.
My mom bagi tips untuk mengurangkan rasa morning sickness tu.
Baca surah ayat an Nahl ayat 78. Itu doa untuk mengurangkan morning sickness.
It works. My tips pulak...if you're feeling so down with the heavy morning sickness...
Take a break and perform solat. You will feel easy after that.
Saturday, December 24, 2011
Unpaid maid
Good aight?
Blessed with this gift.
This is not about human trafficking but he volunteered to do it himself. So I can rest all day long after a long journey last night.
Sunday, December 11, 2011
Friday, December 9, 2011
2012 gift!
I am.....
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Wish me healthy and fit!
Sunday, December 4, 2011
Friday, December 2, 2011
Leader yang Bodoh Sombong
Mentang-mentang kau pengarah
Ikut suka kau nak cakap apa
Aku dah bagi penjelasan....and I think it's enough dah
Dengan urusetia yang handle benda tu pun aku dah clarify...
So I don't think I need to see you lagi nak jelas benda remeh macam ni
It's you yang libatkan sampai ke KP and all the TKPs
Tak payah nak canangkan dalam email dan cc pada KP and TKPs supaya bekerja dengan jujur, amanah and all the work etiquette...
Kau sengaja nak merendahkaan aku je...
I may be the middle worker...
Did you know that without us the organisation will never be complete?
Malas layan orang bodoh sombong cam kau ni
So I rest my case...
Jangan harap aku nak jumpa kau pun sebab bukan kau berada di tempat kejadian
So my apologize only to those yang terlibat...
With you, I owe nothing walaupun aku tau tu unit yang kau lead...
Talking to the leader with no manner is just a waste....
Thursday, December 1, 2011
Someone like you
I read my old love letter...
Then i found a letter
Which the feeling of the writer almost like this song...
I am so sorry...I didn't mean it...
I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.
Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,"
Yeah.
You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.
Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,"
Yeah.
You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Bengang
Bila keje ofis terpaksa dibawa ke rumah.
Aku agak workaholic tapi dulu sebelum kerja I talked to myself yang keje settle di pejabat. Tak boleh bawa balik kerja ke rumah. Tapi harini, jam 11 malam aku terima panggilan pasal kerja. It is terribly hard dealing with people who don't understand the order or instruction. End up I will bear the consequences...take it in good or bad. Masak aku nak menjawab esok sebab perangai cam palat beberapa kerat ni. I give order but you don't follow then I have to act as a damage control. Memang silap la. Sialpalis betul!
Aku agak workaholic tapi dulu sebelum kerja I talked to myself yang keje settle di pejabat. Tak boleh bawa balik kerja ke rumah. Tapi harini, jam 11 malam aku terima panggilan pasal kerja. It is terribly hard dealing with people who don't understand the order or instruction. End up I will bear the consequences...take it in good or bad. Masak aku nak menjawab esok sebab perangai cam palat beberapa kerat ni. I give order but you don't follow then I have to act as a damage control. Memang silap la. Sialpalis betul!
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