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I may sound lame but..this is my promise to my son (or my upcoming kids)

Some friends say I am lucky coz tak payah bayar kat PTPTN balik sebab been sponsored by JPA.
Maybe...but aku rasa I would be luckiest kalau PaMa would sponsor me to study abroad.
Bukan rezeki aku untuk ditaja mereka, saat mereka nak membesarkan adik2 aku yang lain.
I should just thanks to what I've got. Who says I'm not thanking them? I am...and still doing so...selagi hidup mereka dah jadi tanggungjawab aku.

Aku terbaca tulisan Mantot..(sape baca blog dia tau la k). Aku sangat bersetuju.
Dan benda ni aku pernah suarakan pada suami aku jugak
Mungkin aku belum berpeluang belajar ke luar negeri, but janji aku pada diri aku dan untuk anak-anak aku...
I would try my best, savings for your future, in 16 years ahead...find any source that would back up once you reached the age (if i'm not here anymore) and make sure you go abroad with my own money. Won't mind if I don't have single penny left. I don't mind fasting for your own good, future and good education.

I just don't agree with the system. But it's not too late for me to give you my best. I'll make you the luckiest person ever in this world.