Semalam
Mak call masa baru je saya duduk di kerusi ofis
She said " Along, wife to D is gone forever." Dia juga merupakan jiran kepada mak saya.
Saya terkejut sebab last week baru berselisih di jalan on the way saya ke rumah mak
"Kenapa?"
"Sakit kot. Mak tak dapat melawat sebab kena out-station"
She asked my husband if he wanted to pay a visit since she was married to his friend.
I called my husband, kalau nak pergi tengok sila bawa adik2 saya sekali ke kampung dia.
Apa yang saya nak share kat sini
Arwah meninggalkan seorang anak perempuan berumur 4 tahun dan anak lelaki yang berusia 9 tahun.
It runs through my nerves...
Anak lelaki yang hampir sebaya dengan anak saya...
Seharian semalam saya berfikir...
What will happen to Hariz if today is my last day?
Can my husband survives? ( Yes, he will but with my son along? I'm afraid not)
I realize that i can't avoid the illness and so the death
But, deep in my heart..
I always pray that i'll remain alive
Till Hariz and my other kids can survive on their own ( And i'm sure all mom's out there will feel the same )
But still...
It's beyond our expectation
I should just ready myself for the CALL..
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